that look

When I look at you, I recognized that decent look. and you were such an experience. What we shared is the one that I will never forget. I will remember you for who you are. Since the day we met, I barely forget the look. I still reminiscence the look. As if our eyes had joint and nothing will break that, ever.

It was a great time when we were together, no doubt! You've helped me through this and I owe you big this time. Yet still, I can't hardly forget the look by your eyes as you were leaving. You looked at me and smiled. We had our eyes attached, then. And the rest were the memoirs of the eyes.

You were always there whenever my heart called you. You had to sense the calls. You never ignored the calling even though you had a day already. I was an addiction to start a day over your "good morning" and "goodnight" wish. 

How I wish I could lend your eyes and I wish for a lifetime look-on-me.

How I wish I could get the look again, and again.

How I wish you could  look at me the same way, eternally.

How I wish I could photograph the look on papers and keep them till the end of time.

How I wish I could tell you how much the look mean to me...

Thanks for such a lovable and inspiring look you have given to me... Hope you will always be. 

kegigihan melampau

minggu yg PLG hectic.... 4 reports kne siapkan... yet still data masih terumbang ambing di lautan lg... bunyi cam poyo, tp bila mereka keep apologizing about the tasks, aku sengih n in fact, I did thank them for the exposure... thanks a lot guys for giving me the experience and taught me more knowledge. It was really a great experience working with you guys, and is always... guys, exposure cm ni bukan boleh bli kat kedai mak minah... mintak 2 kilo cara nak buat spray dry...

bila la nk start buat report en sepol, rase penat sgt ari ni....

Yesterday is history

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift! SNM dh tdo rasa nya... Terima kasih Ya Allah di atas hadiah yang kau kurniakan ini. I am so grateful for what I have. It will always be the greatest gift, besides my loving family, faithful friends... discovering my soulmate being the most interesting yet adventurous journey in my life... Thank you, Allah.

He read my tiny little yellow book. happen to be, i had wrote something that was specially dedicated to him! and i did mention him as SNM as i jotted the words. i cried not because of the shyness, i cried because... he smiled at me, and his face was still in shocked+blessed+hounoured! as far I could remember, it was one of the precious moment of us, ever! i couldn't imagine more, the expression on his face and I know, i had make him a day, that day.... smile sayang, I know its from you heart!

status berubah (2/3)

Since awal bulan 3 hari tu, status berubah 1/3... but, pada awal Nov tu, status aku berubah lg kepada 2/3. Alhamdulillah. :)

aku tertarik dengan caption Lan kt IG beliau... "mak gua dh cop die utk gua!" pinjam Lan, caption ko... :) :) :) semua nya berjalan lancar, despite semua dugaan yang berlaku sebelum kejadian bersejarah tu berlangsung, kita HADAPI dengan senyuman je. bukan ke seronok dpt kenal keluarga lain, lg seronok bila 2 keluarga dapat merge together! ber-ronok-ronok la family2 ini bila bertemu (ayt skema, sebab gembira-eh, ade kaitan ke?)

kini, semua nya perlu dizahirkan kepada kertas perancangan agar pelaksanaan nya dapat diimplentasikan... (sumpah, aku semakin suka eksploitasi bahasa dengan tatabahasa yang tinggi maknanya)... kalau g umah aku sekarang, akde satu kertas a4 putih yang dah dilipat 4 utk part Dadak, Ayah, Ibu, dll (merangkum Adik sebenarnya) haha. semalam bermula adegan perbincangan meja lonjon (ala, kat meja makan biase tu) baru wat draft costing utk sepanjang majlis nanti... gua yg old skool ni mmg la pakai pen n kertas wat mind-map, tapi ayah dgn spread sheet excel nya tak dapat dipisahkan! well, Ibu sentiasa menjadi most active participant sbb DHA ibu slalu berhubung, walaupun kurang glanglioksioda (sebenarnya Ibu sgt suka tnya soalan). harap2 kertas tu ibu tak buang, sbb kalau ibu buang, abs la "Proposal Perkahwinan Ainaa Abdul Kahar" tu. haha

dh start kne gigih Diet seimbang & kumpul dana ni! harap dpt kurus dan menawan, sbb nk pki baju cantik nnti (fantasi gle!)

Angau kemaruk

melampau gila kali ni nye perasaan... kalah masa nak pergi US dlu. padahal lg lama... (mungkin sebab masa tu nak pergi enjoy, kali ni nak pergi kerja!) buat kali pertama rasa macam kurang best nak pergi out station.. macam ni kot perasaan ayah masa dlu2 nk tggl kn kitorg dlu... aish... ngn ibu x leh jalan, ngn ayah gout tgn, aduh... serba salah jadinya. hurm... ngn pak cik pergi penang... aku g selatan... pastu die sambung terus g cameron. be strong ainaa... pk kn yg 2 nov tu. ok??? pk kehadapan ainaa!

away and apart

rasa macam tak sanggup nak sebut... kena pergi jaga pameran kat JB Ahad smpi Khamis... OTK! (sila muntah dengan ayat seterusnya) How do I survive a day without meeting you? bahana cinta lokasi sebab susah nak berpisah.... hurm... I'll be missing you. more and more... sebab bukan setakat tak jumpa smpi khamis... tapi smpi isnin mggu lg satu... (its not this coming monday yet, everyboy!) huaaaaaaaaaaa... melalak, merengek dan bakal menyaksikan muka x-smpai-seposen la nanti... mula la nak meraban kemaruk jiwang yang overboard nanti... sedangkan tulis post ni pn dh bergenang ayaq mata cheq...

p/s: boleh bawak bekal gambar x? agak2 Karen nyampah tak tgk keadaan nnti ibarat sotong keluar drpd air laut?

repost: rendang

rendang

tgu:
rendang
cincin contoh
bekas vision ibu

p/s: malas nak taip sbb nk tdo dulu... karang bgn....

punya malas gile manaip smpi thap diatas tu... hahaha tgu rendang dapat juga kek oren beserta bahulu gulung yg tak digulung (ni assumption je, sbb belum test). hehehe...  nak kena bincang ari ni... Ibu suh bincang... ptg amek ucu kt lcct (harap2 dapat la ape yg diidamkan) hikhik...

kenapa la internet macam siput ni... kalau kak anis nmpk ni ure bgga sebab Senah dah terpengaruh ngn teh o ais beliau... hahahaha... tgh ari ni En Sepol blanje lunch